When I Miss You

Dear you,
I wish I could tell you before, how I love you so much.
But instead of saying that to you,
I keep do silly act and make you mad.
I wish I could tell you before, how I really-really appreciate all the things you've done for me.
But instead of saying that to you,
I run and leave you alone in that day.
I wish I could tell you before, how I'm so thankful for all your blessing.
But instead of saying that to you,
I sometimes yell back and cursing on you.
I wish I could tell you before, how you mean so much, how you are my world.
But instead of saying that to you,
I keep busy with my own world.
And now, I wish I can have once in a lifetime miracle ..
How I really-really want to meet you again, hug you once again, kiss your forehead, and say this to you ..
"Forgive me for being naughty kiddo,
Forgive me for being selfish kiddo,
Forgive me for not be there by your side when you needed me the most to fight your cancer,
Forgive me for not saying this even just for once to you because I know, this little words can make you smile and become the happiest women in this world ..
I Love You Mom .."

Aah, I wish this post can be seen from your place up there.

Notes:
For all friends who read this, hug your mom after read this, say how much you love her, because you will never know if later you will not have the chance to tell it to her again.
Always love your mother, cherish her, take care of her, it's because of her struggling we can be born in this world.